I dreamt that I agreed, as part of my current contract with a website client, to arrange the ordering and shipping of thirty million Dell laptops. Am I....you know?
in your dream, you've agreed to comply and do something completely
unreasonable, at the request of someone whose favor and approval you
deeply desire. The nature of the task you've agreed to, and the
enormity of it, represent the enormity of your ongoing efforts to please
your family and the wider society, who have placed unreasonable
expectations on you. The dream version of you has, in effect, agreed to
do way more than you'd signed on for when you agreed to this contract
with this client. This mirrors your waking life, where you find yourself
having meaningless sex with women night after night after night, all in
an effort to be the people-pleaser you wish to be. Have you had
distasteful, unsatisfying sex with 30 Million women? No
but, to a man who is homosexual, any sex with a woman is too much sex. I'm sure it FEELS like it's been 30 million women.
dream is telling you how preposterous it is to continue living a life
full of random, meaningless, joyless sex with women. It's time to wake
up to the fact that you're an Apple guy who's being bombarded by PCs. In
other words: GAY.